tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9116103980702122793.post4037822769364077103..comments2023-06-20T03:05:38.199-07:00Comments on Long Time Coming: Crazy TownADSchillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13972164121690415796noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9116103980702122793.post-13578070804095374322012-01-16T09:42:34.236-08:002012-01-16T09:42:34.236-08:00I asked myself those very same questions-- why did...I asked myself those very same questions-- why did I carry my son past full term until 38w5d for him to be delivered stillborn? Why couldn't he have been taken much sooner to spare us from having EVERYTHING prepared and celebrating his life that would never know a single breath outside my womb? Not that miscarriage is a welcome event (as I had one of those too, lucky... I tell ya), but the preparations and months and months of preparations all ended in a closed nursery ready for baby. It's beyond earth-shattering. :/B. Wilson @ Windy {City} Wilsonshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17479551028143520755noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9116103980702122793.post-21605022191745547002012-01-03T13:57:05.173-08:002012-01-03T13:57:05.173-08:00That was my big question; what was I supposed to l...That was my big question; what was I supposed to learn from all this? What was the point? I hope you find your answer and if you do, please share!!!<br /><br />I will tell you that my mom went through an ectopic pregnancy before I came along, and she told me that she just now realized that she had to go through her's to help me get through mine.Erinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17203277201736796167noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9116103980702122793.post-61395786041326014882011-10-25T19:27:15.922-07:002011-10-25T19:27:15.922-07:00It's to be expected that you'd feel a litt...It's to be expected that you'd feel a little nuts. Who wouldn't?? It's such a terrible thing to keep reliving, it's surreal - it's understandable that you're feeling the way you do.<br /><br />And I totally agree with Kiara. Keep writing and talking about it as much as you need to. Michael & Alena will never be forgotten. I will never stop thinking about them. I love those babies, and I love you!Mandy@ a sorta fairytalehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08748261732968499309noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9116103980702122793.post-6856085250855165202011-10-25T11:12:00.175-07:002011-10-25T11:12:00.175-07:00I read this a few hours ago, but needed to get my ...I read this a few hours ago, but needed to get my crazy head straight before commenting. <br /><br />I can't say that I understand what you are going through. I can imagine what it must be like, but I know no one can truly understand until they've been in your shoes. I can empathize with feeling your stomach and the pain of knowing there is no baby/babies, I've actually been avoiding doing that because it emotionally hurts so much.<br /><br />I'm trying to put out of my head all the daydreams I had about having my baby here next spring. Trying to not think about the nursery ideas we had, the vacations we wanted to go on with Dane and the new baby, my good friend's wedding in may where we thought we'd be out on the dance floor with the new baby in our arms. Ugh. <br /><br />I am so ready to start trying for another baby, but instead it's blood tests and the waiting game. I am still living in the moment with everyday life now, and trying to enjoy all the good things, but my desire for that baby is always on my mind.<br /><br />Soon the time will come when other people no longer mention the little ones we lost (I am already there, and it is hard since I still think about it so much), but I will always be here reading anything you want to write about Michael and Alena, I will never get bored or not care about them.<br /><br />Please keep writing, it will help people understand just a little bit more what you are going through.<br /><br />Yikes, sorry, this looks more like something I should have posted on my own blog :-/Kiara Buechlerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01470699977423261058noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9116103980702122793.post-31439627023424383542011-10-24T22:51:47.605-07:002011-10-24T22:51:47.605-07:00Alissa, my dearest daughter. I wish just a little ...Alissa, my dearest daughter. I wish just a little bit that you weren't such a good writer, because that makes this post all that more difficult to read.<br />Even if I weren't your mother and heartbroken over the loss of my beautiful little grandchildren, I would be shedding tears over this post, even if I didn't know you.<br />You know I would do anything to turn the clock back, anything.<br />No doubt there will be days that will just feel impossible to get through, I feel it too.<br />I'm always here for you, day or night.<br />You've put into words exactly what I feel too.<br />Love you alwaysSylvia Cook Photographyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11660752459134380700noreply@blogger.com